I will not kneel

I will not kneel to your indifference, I will be the cause of all your smiles. I will not kneel to your fake and broken promises, I will create adventures and dreams around you. I will not kneel to your loneliness, you will become a flower in my garden and I shall tend to you. I will not kneel to time and as you wither away I shall be there until the final breath. I will not kneel to death for I vow to live until you call me to your loving arms in the vastness of forever.

Under the rain

Looking at the dark grey sky I stand under the rain, the icy cold sinking into my bones. Wet with my own sorrows, freezing my beat-less heart in the emptiness of my soul. Dying in your absence, aware of the blood pouring from my chest stealing the warmth of my body, filling the air with a metallic smell that reminds me of why i am here all alone in the sea of your disappointment. Awaiting the final breath as your love fades away into nothingness.

Little angel

Little angel you left me so empty and broken, there's nothing on earth that shall fix my forever broken heart. Although I am not angry with you for your faith was not in your hands, nor was it in mine. I scream at God in rage and despair. Not knowing who to blame, not knowing on whom shall my anger be placed on. My little angel I love you with all my heart and i don't forget that in heaven you shall watch over our family with your loving gaze.